Dreams - 01
A few weeks ago, on the night I cut up my hair, I had a dream.
I was going to a hair cutting place to get my hair fixed. It by an old house down an old overgrown driveway. I was walking down the driveway worrying about how I'll pay with just a $20 bill when an old lady with an empty baby stroller came past me. "Wait a moment." She left the stroller at an SUV at the end of the driveway and came back to lead me into an old shed with a tin roof. I was sat down in this electric chair looking thing and she took out this big heavy industrial tool with a round end thing like a dremel. She went at the side of my head, taking all the hair on that side of my head off, leaving some weird stamp thing on there. I was pretty distraught but she coontinued on with my hair. Eventually I saw that she had made the rest of my hair even and long except from the buzzed right side she had done with the huge dremel thing. She had these 3D shapes on a chalkboard showing me how she could make my hair jagged or spherical and then she finished up. When I looked in the mirror I saw that my hair was styled really cool and even my face looked prettier. Then the dream changed to some other thing but I don't remember.
I've had a lot of dreams about my appearance and they always fuck with me when I wake up to see I am the same. It's excruciating to think for a second I'd have changes only to come crashing back down to reality and feeling like death.